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| Monday, February 28th, 2005 | | 10:10 pm |
Current Mood:  crushedCurrent Music: everything is exactly where it shouldnt be.. |
| Saturday, February 26th, 2005 | | 10:46 pm |
Randy exceeds expectations once again
It's those who are overlooked by the people around them who see more than they tell, and think more than they talk. says: no matter how dark the night, morning always comes. Current Mood: numbCurrent Music: maybe i could make you proud...so proud. |
| Saturday, February 12th, 2005 | | 5:12 pm |
Dead Leaves And A Dirty Ground...
Dead leaves and the dirty ground when I know you're not around shiny tops and soda pops when I hear your lips make a sound when I hear your lips make a sound Thirty notes in the mailbox will tell you that I'm coming home and I think I'm gonna stick around for a while so you're not alone for a while so you're not alone If you can hear a piano fall you can hear me coming down the hall if I could just hear your pretty voice I don't think I need to see at all I don't think I need to see at all Soft hair and a velvet tongue I want to give you what you give to me and every breath that is in your lungs is a tiny little gift to me is a tiny little gift to me I didn't feel so bad till the sun went down then I come home no one to wrap my arms around Well any man with a microphone can tell you what he loves the most and you know why you love at all if you're thinking of the holy ghost if you're thinking of the holy ghost Current Mood: sad |
| Thursday, January 27th, 2005 | | 10:37 pm |
Stellar
Meet me in outerspace We could spend the night, watch the earth come up I've grown tired of that place, wont you come with me We could start again How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew Meet me in outerspace I will hold you close, If your afraid of heights I need you to see this place, It might be the only way That I can show you how, it feels to be inside of you How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do Do oh oh oh oh oh You are stellar You are stellar How do you it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, its better than I ever knew How do you do it, make me feel like I do How do you do it, make me feel like I do, Yeah. Current Mood:  mellowCurrent Music: Stellar (acoustic) |
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| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 | | 11:55 pm |
All Apologies
I made a few mistakes in my last entry, let me revise them. It's Jessica's fault that everything happened. And now I hate her. and I hope she reads this because then it's technically NOT talking shit, rather, its saying it in my journal where anyone can access it. =] oh, bending the rules is beautiful. I'm sorry Phoebe and Karla. I feel really bad for jumping to those conclusions, but if you were to look at it the way i did, you'd understand. I know neither of you would intentionally want to come in between Rob and I. I'm also sorry to Rob, I've been really cranky the past few days/weeks. I know that I've gotten some bad news lately, but that doesn't mean that I should have the right to be a bitch to you. =[ I'm sorry, and I love you. Hm, alright. So on with the rest of the entry.. Friday is our anniversary. =] I could be spiteful, but I'm too tired to do it. But one of us knows where its going ;) I LOVE YOU! I also got enrolled in school to finish that last credit or two I need. *YAY* Anyway, I love Rob, alot, and I'm a pissy bitch. and this entry sucked ass. Current Mood: sadCurrent Music: Stellar(acoustic) |
| Friday, January 21st, 2005 | | 9:40 am |
Hey Everybody, I Have The Greatest Friends On Earth!
Sarcasm? Yep. Let me tell everybody who reads this journal a little something about the people who I called my "friends". In my entire history of being Brandy, I have never once seen so many people "go against" me more than I have in the past week. I have a cousin, Sam, who is my best friend. Fights happen between her and me sometimes, and once in a blue moon it's over something one of us said to each other or to another person. Like this time, we fought because I said something to a girl named Jessica, even though I've told Sam to her face a few times before, and we stopped talking for a few days. Thank god that family holds a higher precedence over friends, and we can forgive, and hopefully forget. That's a friend. I have a boyfriend/best friend named Rob, who even though we fight alot, and even though we make each other really angry, he's always there for me, and I'm always there for him. I don't believe for one second that he would do anything to hurt me or make me feel like shit, including going to the club and a get together without me. He's the person who would "pay no mind to what other voices say". I have a best friend named Ashley, who even though she disapproved of me when we first met, she took the time to get to know me. I know for a fact that if it came down to it, she wouldnt care what other people said. That's a person who i consider trustworthy and worth my time. That's the kind of friends I thought the rest of them were, but come to find out, the people you least expect can be the most two faced people in the universe. Now, I'm sure that you've noticed that I haven't mentioned very many people here. I don't feel the need to go through and write your name down if youre a friend to me. I also know that by the next part of the entry you will realize who wouldn't've been mentioned if i took the time to do it. Now, I had a friend or two for a little while. I'm sure that everyone knows who they are, so I'll leave their names out for their sake. I had a few friends who I loved to go to the club with because they were so much fun to be around, not to mention one of them was one of the few that could dance, and they pulled me out of my shell and allowed me to feel comfortable even though i looked really dumb. These people were the nicest people I've ever met because they didnt really care about the music i listened to even if one or two of them hated it, they didnt care about my choices, it was my business what I did and they understood that. However,I never thought that because one person who doesnt know me at all doesnt like me, they disapprove too. It actually kind of amuses me to watch them change their opinions about me, who theyve known for a little over a year, for a person theyve known for just a few months. This wouldnt bother me so much if they werent trying to take Rob away from me in the process. "Go to the club without brandy!" "why do you have to be with each other all the time?" Why would friends try to do that to me? Oh, right, because they were never my friends in the first place. The story gets more amusing! The person who started all of this shit, Jessica, is more than happy to watch it all crumble. Have part of a conversation: Mrs. Moustache says: everyone says hi, especially sams best friends jessica, and melissa Brandy says: do they Brandy says: so im hoping youre not being sarcastic, Brandy says: and hi Brandy says: oh right Brandy says: i forgot Mrs. Moustache says: forgot? Brandy says: im the backstabber here, and dont have a best friend anymore! Brandy says: w00t! Mrs. Moustache says: ...*jessica smiles* Yep, i'd say happy. Of course Im the only immature one in this situation. And if I recall correctly, the first time i actually talked to jessica, i apologized for everything, and she said it was alright, just teenage drama. Well, anyway, off to meet the boyfriend who wont leave me because his "friends" asked him to. Current Mood: amusedCurrent Music: i hope you choke on this. | | Monday, January 10th, 2005 | | 9:32 pm |
I know i wanted to be celibate, BUT ...its like conor says... SEX IS GREAT! |
| 12:38 pm |
U.S. Military: Wrong house hit in deadly bombing
Airstrike: Officials say at least five Iraqis died, but a witness says 14 family members were killed Combined News Services "Village residents gather around the rubble left of a house hit mistakenly by a bomb Saturday at Aitha. (The Associated Press) BAGHDAD, Iraq - U.S. forces mistakenly dropped a 500-pound bomb on a house outside the northern city of Mosul early Saturday morning, the military acknowledged, killing at least five Iraqis. In an unusual step, the military released a statement saying the wrong house had been bombed and expressing regret at the loss of ''possibly innocent lives.'' The homeowner and witnesses in Aitha put the death toll at 14, all from the same family. Homeowner Ali Yousef said the airstrike happened at about 2:30 a.m., and U.S. troops immediately surrounded the area, blocking access for four hours. An Associated Press photographer at the scene said seven children, four women and three men were killed, and six people were wounded, and that the brick house was reduced to a pile of rubble. Neighbors described a grisly, futile search for victims' remains. ''We wanted to get the bodies out from under the debris,'' said Zaydan Mizai, 34. The bomb, however, had left little behind to recover, he said. By evening, all 14 victims had been buried in a nearby cemetery, Yousef said. The errant attack came at a time when U.S. and Iraqi military planners have stepped up operations in Mosul, responding to pressure to quell violence in Iraq's third-largest city before the national election just three weeks away. The airstrike in Aitha was meant to support ground troops searching for an insurgent cell leader, U.S. officials said. An F-16 jet dropped one laser-guided bomb but hit the wrong spot. Also Saturday, authorities in Saddam Hussein's hometown of Tikrit said that gunmen abducted a deputy governor of a central Iraqi province and two other senior Sunni officials after they met with Grand Ayatollah Ali al-Sistani, Iraq's most prominent Shiite leader, in the holy city of Najaf to discuss the elections. A fourth person also was abducted. The officials were kidnapped about 40 miles south of Baghdad on Friday. The area is in the so-called triangle of death, a string of Sunni-controlled towns that has been the scene of frequent attacks. The U.S. military said the delegation was traveling in two cars, one of which escaped the ambush. A Shiite Muslim cleric close to al-Sistani said the kidnappings of Tikrit's deputy governor and three other officials meant to ''prevent any contacts'' between Sunni Muslims and Shiite Muslims. The insurgents are believed to be primarily Sunni. Meanwhile, insurgents in Baqouba beheaded a translator working with the U.S. Army, police said Saturday. An Iraqi policeman was killed by masked gunmen as he left his house in Baghdad's southern Dora neighborhood. A booby-trapped car exploded Saturday at a gas station in Mahaweel, about 35 miles south of Baghdad, killing two people and wounding 19, including two critically, said Mohemmed Dhia, head of Hilla Surgical hospital. In Baghdad's western Khadraa neighborhood, gunmen shot dead Abboud Khalaf al-Lahibi, deputy secretary-general of the National Front for Iraqi tribes - a group representing several Iraqi tribes, said his aide, Ibrahim al-Farhan. A bodyguard was killed and three others were wounded, he said." Current Mood:  crankyCurrent Music: Hed (P.E.) Dont give a fuck |
| Sunday, January 9th, 2005 | | 9:06 pm |
This weekend kicked ass. Friday, I went and applied over at a bakery on Highland and then, of course, I did the usual. I spent the evening with Rob, and then went home and fell asleep. Saturday I woke up and cleaned up alot, I need to earn money to get back into school. I should be getting paid for what I did, but I dont know. Anyway, after I was finished, I called Rob and had him come help me take down the Christmas lights. When we were finished at my house, we left to go to his house. We got to his house and we hung out for a little while and then we got online and talked to Karla and Conor. Blah blah blah, long story short, Conor, Karla, Phoebe, Jon, Rob and I did a ghost hunt in Rob's house. We video taped stuff and recorded other stuff (EVPs). SCARY!!!! Then when we were done we went to see White Noise with Joey, Ashley, Josh and Derek (Good movie, but not the best. You guys that havent seen it should still go see it) When it was over, Conor dropped Rob and I off at Rob's house and we worked up the nerve to ask his dad if I could spend the night. Surprisingly, he said "talk to your mother". She ended up saying yes, so I stayed the night. I didn't sleep though, because I kept hearing noises, but I was probably just scaring myself. But at least I had Rob there with me, so it wasnt so bad. I kept drifting in and out of sleep and having weird dreams (*i dreamt i was a TREX!lol wtf?*) Then we woke up, had breakfast, showered, and helped his mom set up for the baby shower she was throwing. During the baby shower, Rob and I stayed downstairs and listened to some of the recordings from last night. There's some scary shit! It makes me not want to be a part of this ghost hunting stuff anymore, but at the same time it makes me want to do it more often. I'm a pussy though, so we'll see. Anyway, I love Rob, and I don't feel well. So I'm going to bed now. Current Mood: sickCurrent Music: nothing, i have a headache =[ |
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| Thursday, January 6th, 2005 | | 7:13 pm |
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| Monday, December 27th, 2004 | | 5:57 pm |
Dear Mother..
Come on step inside And you'll realize Tell me what you need Tell me what to be What's your vision you see What do you expect of me I can't live that lie. Hey, I've seen mom with a fucked dad dealing with your life. Dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why? you make me feel like no one! Let me strip the plain let me not give in Free me of your lies Inside my heart dies Your dreams never achieved Don't lay that shit on me Let me live my life Hey, I've seen mom with a fucked dad dealing with your life. Dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why? you make me feel like no one! You want me to be, Something I can never ever be Hey, I've seen mom with a fucked dad dealing with your life. Dead bodies everywhere You really want me to be a good son Why? you make me feel like no one! Current Mood: infuriated |
| Monday, December 20th, 2004 | | 8:51 am |
Rob is so hot!
Just thought i would tell you all how hot rob is. hes THIS FUCKING HOT! thats more then 10% =] Current Mood:  bouncyCurrent Music: its alright to tell me what you think about me |
| Sunday, December 19th, 2004 | | 11:01 pm |
Enjoy Your Life says: who is ur id Brandy says: i think this is funny Brandy says: IM YOUR MOM Brandy says: FUCK ME IM INCESTUAL Brian says: IT started talking to me like 3 AM the other morning, and it asked me, "are you at school?" Brian says: So I don't know if it's from USA. Brandy says: lmao Enjoy Your Life says: plz give me your id Brandy says: plz choke Brian says: plz. Brandy says: lol Brandy says: my name is dave davidson Enjoy Your Life says: plz id to dain aap Brian says: I don't understand. Brandy says: plz choke to die for your dain aap Enjoy Your Life says: plz give me your id Enjoy Your Life says: i will add u ok Brian says: But I can't! Brandy says: i will kill you okay? Brian says: Because you told me to enjoy my life!!! But it won't enjoy my life if I give you my ID> Brandy says: no you cant add me Brian says: Brandy says: you can choke Brandy says: brian what the hell is this thing Brian says: I don't know! Brian says: Brandy says: can i kill it? Brian says: Plz. Brandy says: LMAO Brandy says: how can you enjoy Enjoy Your Life by talking to this thing Enjoy Your Life says: give me yor id u aas hool Brian says: OH! Brandy says: ohh ass hole!!! Brian says: I GET IT!! Brandy says: LMAO Brian says: Yes! Enjoy Your Life says: hmmm Brandy says: were getting some where Enjoy Your Life says: give me the id Brandy says: give me your CHOKE Brian says: DAVE DAVIDSON! FBI!!! Brian says: That's my ID Enjoy Your Life says: i will kil Enjoy Your Life says: u Brandy says: i will laugh Brandy says: at u Brian says: u Brian says: U! |
| Tuesday, December 14th, 2004 | | 11:06 pm |
 | You scored as Punk and Pop Punk.. Punk and Pop Punk.
Punk and Pop Punk. | | 83% | Indie | | 75% | Ska | | 75% | Industrial | | 62% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 54% | Indie Rock | | 50% | Classic Rock. | | 50% | Emo & More | | 46% | Hardcore | | 42% | Mainstream | | 21% | Britpop | | 12% | Country | | 8% | </td>
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| Friday, December 10th, 2004 | | 8:02 am |
Im so pissy. I was being so mean to alot of people last night on MSN and AIM. It was so funny, but I kinda feel bad now. I was supposed to call Rob at 7 this morning but my body decided sleep was more important for 10 extra minutes, and i overslept, just to wake up at 7:10.. IM SO UPSET! Oh yes, there is a point to this entry. People piss me off. Alot. As it turns out, when people are in relationships one significant other sometimes believes that they can take advantage of the other, and expect the other not to care. However, when the other is too damn blind to see that their being so naive, and they get hurt, then decide its okay to continue, it makes me upset. I hate seeing my friends hurting each other. But i mostly hate being pissed off. anyway. Turns out i have a heart. But right now i have no chocolate because my grama is a bitch and no car cuz my mom is a bitch. okay. more to vent later i miss rob. *brandy* Current Mood: pissed off |
| Tuesday, December 7th, 2004 | | 10:03 am |
Brandy, You have a wonderful ability to be comfortable in complex situations. You understand that you can only do so much, but there's an inner voice encouraging you to fix things for those you love. It's a real temptation, but won't really solve the deeper issues. It's not about you taking action to make it okay. Instead, be prepared to talk about your own fears. If you can express your softer side, then love will find a way into your heart. |
| 7:56 am |
KIDNEYS! ALL OVER THE PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: hungryCurrent Music: and only you can make me feel |
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